沫日

如果明天是世界末日啊，那准我大声地说一声：

“我爱你！“

谁人不知道明天有地震有个孤儿寡母有好心人还有趁火打劫的呢？

你到家了。对上一次见面，已是多年的事。依依不舍的搂在怀里，贪婪地享受着体温。天气开始转凉了。

“你相信吗？你相信吗？你相信吗？“
“我知道。“
“我真的很舍不得你。我真的好喜欢、好喜欢你。就不知道没各种由来啊。就真的好喜欢你。“
“我知道。我都知道。“
“。。。“


火车站。行李箱。
还有一个无限期的承诺。

还有吉他的陪伴。

The Reasons

Monday: Monday is a blue day. So petulant. I don't wanna stay back late in the office.

Tuesday: I'll go pasar malam with mommy after work. She needs me to carry stuffs for her. And all the stuffs she bought are actually for the family, not for her alone.

Wednesday: It's a sport club day today. All staffs will leave the office on time for sport club event. No one is staying late.

Thursday: I've swimming lesson every Thursday. I'll leave the office at 5:30PM sharp.

Friday: Today is Friday! Who the hell wanna stay back late?

I am the reason.

啃书记

红茶配GRE. 中西合拼。

生病了。
早点睡吧。

一个小时半

玩了九十分钟的吉他。
好累。
却进步了。
内心是满足的、是快乐的。

抽出一分钟想你。
晚安。

*一分钟太少吗？

Petaling Street

So I witnessed the beauty of Petaling Street. The night view of Chinatown in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

8PM. Thanks for the incident.  :)

Fun At Work

Receptionist: Good afternoon.
Me               :  Good afternoon. Can I speak to Apple, please?
Receptionist: May I know who is on the line, please?
Me               : This is Ian calling from Orix.
Receptionist: What?
Me               :  Ian from Orix.
Receptionist: From Orange?
Me               : Orix.
Receptionist: Oris?
Me               : Yes, Orix.
Receptionist: A moment, please.
Me               : Thanks.

Contrast

When I was loafing around Facebook this evening...

Okay. 

Random

Although I don't remember who you are, I may not recognize you in a crowd too, I don't even think we have chatted before at this moment in our lives. Still I wanna say thank you, thank you so much for the words, and the unforgettable sweet smiling face.

I love you.  :)

说

你说。

爱是付出，爱是包容，爱是共同进步，爱是关怀，爱是保护，爱是无私的。
我和他一起的时间，我感受更了解什么是爱。
是他让我知道我值得被爱，被珍惜。
我知道我也爱他。我们会拥有我俩的幸福。
我知道你关心我。
我只想说请放心，我会照顾好自己。
谢谢你。

你还说。

爱是无私的，请祝福我吧。

我说。

爱，就是爱。

我爱你。

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差点忘了到了十二点就是我的生日。

祝我生日快乐。

Tea Corner

http://instagr.am/p/PDdZw4mwWl/

A Text

甜蜜的花儿，好。
我这也过得很充实，还好不至于分辨不出忙与盲。
心智是清醒的，思维是单纯的。
黑白分明，减少了胡思乱想。
生活很简单。

花儿
晚安睡好。

甜

如果你给一个人吃糖，他的脸是甜的；
如果你给一个人吃酸糖，他的表情是酸的。
现在我送上一颗甜糖，愿你的笑容都是甜的。

花儿早上好。

Honey

So I had lunch with you this afternoon, together with my colleague after a client visit in Klang. What a good reason to stop by at Kota Kemuning before heading back to office in Cheras.

So yeah, it was the story.

I called you the night before, wanted to steal a piece of time for this afternoon. But I dialed the wrong number, and your mom picked up the phone.

"Hello."
With a pretty noisy background. I guessed you're not at home. Anyway I thought it was you.

"Hey, where are you?"
"Are you looking for me or Stephanie?"
"Oh, sorry. I dialed the wrong number! I'm so sorry."
"Did she give you this number before?"
"Ya, ya. She used to contact me using this number."
"Aiyo this girl. She confused all her friends in the world."
"I'm sorry, so sorry."
"Do you have her number?"
"Ya, ya. The something like 012, is it?"
"Ya, 012............" She started to mumble a list of numbers.
"Ya. Ok, thank you. I'll call her now. Thanks!"

We both hung up the phone.

So ya, it was the story.
She confused all her friends in the world.

Luckily I didn't say "Honey, where are you?"
Otherwise, I'll be confusing your mom so much. 
And that will be so miserable. Haha.

Ya. So where are you, honey?

A Tag

http://instagr.am/p/NQz9DRGwbO/

Simple Love Letter

I see myself, as who I am;
I see things, as what they are;
I see the world, as how it is;
I love you, as who you are.

Friday

Today is Friday. I'm very happy today. Wishing the same will go to u too, a happy Friday. Good day my fren.  :)

And it was yesterday.

Met a new soul this morning. She came all the way from the states. The first question she asked me was: How old are you? What a weird start. I said 27. Oh you look like 15, she said.

I knew it.

Guess What, she's living in Springfield, MA. Where I used to be during summer 2010. What a beautiful summer, it's still in my mind all the time.

Surprise meeting.
After all, gotta kick start the day.
Time now is 10am, Saturday morning.

Thursday Evening

How much I lap you.

A Saturday Evening

A little thing to share.

I believe that we were trained to be so analytical and critical during our university lives, so now when we come into this society, we found that why is it so hard for the people to understand something so simple?

Just my feeling after attending an Event Management Training. Indeed I left half way, and there's part two the next day.

I simply can't afford to waste my time listen to those nonsense rubbish from the facilitator who's not up to standard, on the other way of saying means lousy.

So I left, came home and played the guitar. =)

But I believe God sent me there for something, He wants me to learn humble. It's such a tough subject far more difficult than event management.

So ya, I came home with humble and ego-less this evening, the most precious gift I've ever had in my life.


What a meaningful present, a wonderful evening.

15 June 2012

I've been falling asleep in the office since the day I started working, except for Thursday, when some tasks were actually assigned to me.

Oh well, hopefully I won't be caught because of it. And you can't blame me. The material given was just bored me with long winded phrase and poor English expression.

Do you know what was I assigned to? A month of honeymoon with lots of reading about company's policy, rules and regulations, as well as a little bit of how the job shall be carried out. Uh. What a rich company to pay me to sleep in the office.

Anyway, I'll be attending training in HQ for the coming three days. Expecting for the best to come.

After all, it started since 15 June 2012.

Saturday Morning

http://instagr.am/p/MNEDjXmwZ4/

词汇（五）

Calumny
- a false statement about a person that is made to damage their reputation
- false and malicious accusation; misrepresentation; slander
E.g. The unscrupulous politician was not above calumny; the lies he spread about his opponent proved decision in the closely contested senatorial race.

Obdurate
- hardened in feeling, resistant to persuasion, intractable, hardened to wrongdoing
- refusing to change your mind or your actions in any way
- SYN - stubborn
E.g. Some members of the committee are likely to prove obdurate on this matter.

Emulate
- to try to do sth as well as sb else because you admire them
E.g. She hopes to emulate her sister's sporting achievements.

Good Bye

Say good bye to the five year-old Motorola V3.
A new born baby arrived, Samsung Galaxy-S Advance.

Spending most of my time to check it out these two days.
Tell you what, I received two calls bringing good news to me immediately after getting the new phone.

Right after paying and inserting the simcard at the counter while the promoter was still trying to teach me how to download apps etc., the first call came. It's a confirmation about my medical check up was fit hence there a job offer came.

Oh yeah.

Secondly, it's about the IDICVA project. We successfully gained the permission of using Berjaya Time Squares' venue for FREE! What a good news.

Other than the new phone bringing good news, I feel contented after two hours of non-stop playing all musical instruments in The Guitar Store, too.
Can you imagine how silly my sister and I were. We simply entered the store to buy set of guitar strings yet all musical instruments grabbed our interest so much thus we stayed and tried out all instruments we could other than those wood wind instruments, e.g. flute, saxophone, trumpet etc. till all the sale guys didn't bother at all and sat back to leave us alone. Lol.

So it was yesterday. The contentment.
Let me share with you what I missed out, too.

I didn't go for meditation class in the morning. What I wanna share with you is, for-ever, I could never turn back time and re-enter the yesterday's morning class, no more.
I missed the class.

The second incident happened this afternoon. After transferring some photos from the old to new phone, all those photos were deleted at once by accident. Some of the photos I treasured the most from time to time.

Oh well.

The last thing I wanna share with you if you're still reading.

I'm at the midst of translating some virtue cards that we are preparing for the next project in Dengkil.
Here comes a really touching sentence thus I decided to wrap up my thoughts and share it with you.


DETACHED 
I feel love for all, not holding on to anything or anyone. 
保持着一份爱，坦然面对生命中的过客与过失。


May angels of peace and love surround by your side, always.

词汇（四）

Demagogue

- (disapproving) a political leader who tries to win support by using arguments based on emotion or prejudice 

E.g. Little more than a demagogue, the city's new mayor had come to power by promising a large redistribution of wealth to a number of minority groups.

Contumacious
- rebellious, disobedient, subordinate
E.g. Hoping that she would outgrow her contumacious behaviour, the girl's parents ignored her disobedience and rebelliousness.

Audacious
- willing to take risks or to do sth shocking
- fearless and daring; bold, insolent
E.g. An audacious decision. 

Silent Night

Dear the girl who is beautiful,

both inside and outside.
You're so sweet. I love you.
And, I'll wear you in my heart.

Good night.


Ian

词汇（三）

Salubrious
- (of a place) pleasant to live in; clean and healthy; conducive to well-being
E.g. Fresh mountain air may have a salubrious effect on asthma sufferers.

Nadir
- the worst moment of a particular situation
- OPP - Zenith
E.g. The nadir of his career.

Dulcet
- (humorous or ironic) sounding sweet and pleasant
E.g. I thought I recognized your dulcet tones (= the sound of your voice).

International Day of Innocent Children Victims of Aggression

开幕。
谢幕。
演出。
掌声。
赞美。
羡慕。
闪亮。
耀眼。
鹤立鸡群。
谦虚。
谢谢了。

抱着吉他的身影，拖得好长。
在流浪的一颗心，寻找附属。

我还是我。

http://idicva12.blogspot.com/

对联不对嘴

小沫说：我在洒家的行宫：睡不着。打雷了。鸽子飞走了。
我说：我在自家的书房：电脑前，忙着。一杯红茶，心逃走了。

International Day of Innocent Children Victims of Aggression, 24 hours.
国际防儿童被虐日，前夕。

http://idicva12.blogspot.com/

词汇（二）

Gustatory
- relating to the sense of taste
E.g. The epicure's gustatory sense was so highly developed that he could easily identify all the differenct herbs and spices used in even the most elaborate meal.

Disparate
- fundamentally different; entirely unlike
E.g. In contrast to their nearly identical physical appearances, the twins had such disparate personalities that they had few interests in common.

Brigand
- a member of a group of criminals that robs people, esp. one that attacks travelers
- SYN = bandit, outlaw
E.g. The police apprehended the brigand after a lengthy chase.

星期日

今天，一如往常地，五点钟就起床上课去了。
上完课后，八点钟。驶车到排球场去。今天与坤成中学有个友谊赛。
今早状态不错，打到十一点多，全场获胜。过后，自个儿去吃午餐。没跟大伙儿吃饭去。

让我沉默吧。不是所有时间都得嘻嘻哈哈的。

午饭后，回家。学习去。新生字，旧生词，温习去。
然后家乐来了，陪他玩了一个下午。累了，所以休息。
洗澡。晚饭。再玩乐。夜了，所以再见。

电话，没响过。

人间一日游。
星期日。

词汇（一）

Garrulous
- talking a lot, esp. about unimportant things
E.g. He became positively garrulous after a few glasses of wine.

Analogous
- similar in some way to another thing or situation and therefore able to be compared with it
E.g. His mother argued that not going to college was analogous to throwing his life away.

Nemesis
- punishment or defeat that is deserved and cannot be avoided
- a source of harm, ruin, retribution or vengeance; a formidable opponent that cannot be beaten
E.g. Yet again, she was facing her nemesis in the final match of the tournament; for three consecutive championships, she had faced this opponent, and for three consecutive championships, she had lost.

词汇汇

Lissome
- easily flexed, limber, agile; gracefully slender
E.g. The lissome stalks of wheat swayed slowly in the gentle breeze.

Consummate
- extremely skilled; perfect
E.g. She was a consummate performer.

Alleviate
- to make something less severe
E.g. A number of measures were taken to alleviate the problem.

词词汇

Knell
- a slow and solemn ring (as of a bell), esp. for a funeral; signal of disaster
- an event that means that the end or destruction of something will come soon
E.g. If he loses this referendum, it will sound the death knell for this leadership.

Referendum
- ~ (on sth) an occasion when all the people of a country can vote on an important issue
E.g. The changes were approved by referendum.

Transpiration
- 蒸腾、排出、出汗
No example.

Precipitate
- to make something, esp. something bad, happen suddenly or sooner than it should
E.g. His resignation precipitated a leadership crisis.
- ~(sb / sth into sth) to suddenly force sb/ sth into a particular state or condition
E.g. The assassination of the president precipitated the country into war.

Assassinate
- [often passive] to murder an important or famous person, esp. for political reasons
E.g. The prime minister was assassinated by extremists.

词汇

Vicissitude
- a change or variation, esp. sudden or unexpected change in one's life or surroundings
E.g. Experienced investors who are familiar with the vicissitudes of the stock market know not to panic when prices fall or overreact when prices rise; ordinary people like me got screwed up in life when vicissitudes are all over the place. SEX? No thanks. Life fucks me everyday. 

Sovereignty
- complete power to govern a country
E.g. Become one with self-sovereignty at this time and you will receive the kingdom in the future.
- the state of being a country with freedom to govern itself
E.g. The declaration proclaimed the full sovereignty of the republic.

Auspicious
- showing signs that something is likely to be successful in the future
E.g. Before you set out for attaining success in an auspicious task, you're given the authority.


何伟仡，加油。 =)

词汇三二一

Furtive
- (disapproving) behaving in a way that shows that you want to keep something secret and do not want to be noticed
E.g. He looked sly and furtive.

Sly
- (disapproving) acting or done in a secret or dishonest way, often intending to trick people
E.g. A sly glance

Stealthy
- doing things quietly or secretly; done quietly or secretly
E.g. A stealthy animal

词汇一二三

Zeal
- Passion, enthusiastic devotion
E.g. Her missionary zeal.

Disingenuous
- Not sincere, esp. when you pretend to know less about something than you really do
E.g. It was disingenuous of him to claim he had no business in it.

Occlude
- To stop up or block; to prevent the passage of
E.g. During a solar eclipse, the moon passes between the earth and the sun, occluding the sun's rays and creating an unusual period of darkness.

I Will Carry You Home

你看到的这个红包，有一个小故事。

今天下午。
在帮一篇 presentation slide 做翻译。
祖母拿着她的拐杖走过来：“哪，给你的。谢谢你昨天载我去看医生。”
手里递了封红包给我。
在键盘上敲打着的手指们顿了一下。
我抬起头，望向祖母。

不用了，真的不用。

这句话还卡在喉咙中。
祖母笑笑，转身走了。
虽然她老人家走得不快。

那，谢谢你了。

不要问我里面值多少。因为我还没打开。
要说的是，那只是一个数字游戏。一个数目，根本代表不了老人家的一番心意。
就算里面只写了 “谢谢” 两个字。
有什么所谓？

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躺在后面那本蓝蓝的书，就是我最近在啃的参考书。

乐翻天

今天收到一封来自 John Jay College of Criminal Justice 的邮件。乐翻了。
嘴里咬着茉莉花茶糖，甜甜的。
真高兴。

对了，前几天还买了 GRE 的参考书。
可以准备考试了。

独乐乐，不如众乐乐。

Thank You X 100

彩虹女孩，

祝你生日快乐。

You're beautiful. =) 

阳光男孩

19 April 2012 

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6:47pm, 她打电话来。
那束玫瑰，是不是你送的？
我回答，是。
她很开心地笑了，说：Thank You. Thank You. Thank You.

一束玫瑰。十一支暗红，一支白的在中间。
她问我为什么。
我说，我喜欢白玫瑰。
她没出声。
我问，白玫瑰是不是都被红玫瑰包围了？
她说是。
我说，你就是那白玫瑰。
而红玫瑰，代表了我对你的爱。
她说，Thank You.

拆开卡片，阅后。
你笑了，Sunshine boy.
我也笑了。笑着说：
“这个代号，想了老半天。英文名不能放，你妹知道我的英文名；中文名也不能放，你妈记得我的中文名。突然有一天想起你说，你喜欢彩虹；然后我说，我喜欢太阳。既然这样，不如就用这个。所以你成为了彩虹女孩，而我呢，就变成了阳光男孩。呵呵。”

你也笑了。电话的另一端传来的笑声，好灿烂。
我进而继续：“这么好听的名字，却怕你不认得是我。所以就写了一些蛮有代表性的字。”
顿了一下：“You are beautiful.”
她说，Thank You.

两秒钟后。
你问，这是不是我的字迹。
我说是。
“怎么会？”
“刚好当时我也在场，就顺便写啊。”
“你在场？”
“是啊。”
“你什么时候买的？”
“。。。 上。个。月。”
“上个月，你来怡保喝喜酒的时候？”
“对啊。就上个月的那个时候。”
你愣了一下。
Thank You.

闲言闲语。闲话闲聊。闲人闲谈。
车子怎么了？在大马路中间，坏了。又等着最爱你的男人来救你了？呵呵。没汽油了？加了也没用啊。路边摊马来同胞的援助，幸好可以回家了。耽误了整个多小时才回到。一打开房门，都呆了。好大一束的玫瑰摆在床上，好漂亮。一抱起玫瑰，更呆了。好大半张床湿透了，水都从花束里流了出来。冲出房门就问：娘，那束花是怎么了？我的床都湿透了。今天娘很酷：问你妹。来不及问她，就先给你打个电话啦。 =)

你骗我，又说是草莓冰淇淋。
我没骗你啊，只是你猜不中。
你骗我，它根本就不像草莓！
我没骗你。。。
哼！
。。。 。。。

你抱着它们吗？
对啊，好漂亮。
你喜欢就好。
Thank You.

你深吸了一口气，说：好香。
是吗？让我也闻闻吧。
不行，这是我的！
。。。 。。。 哦。
继续吸气。
=.=


谢谢那束美丽的花。真的很开心收到它。谢谢你为我做的。谢谢。晚安。 :)


很多很多的谢谢。
我也要说，谢谢。真的很感激你。
今天的你，很开心。
愿你保持那甜蜜的、灿烂的笑容，每一天。


I LOVE YOU.

Happy Birthday

Much thanks to the Cheras BK's family who celebrated my spiritual birthday this morning.

Ginger orange cheese cake. Delicious.

I'm officially 11 year old now.

Om Shanti.

为什么要吃动物？

“因為家庭嗎？” 我家人都反對。
“信仰嗎？” 我沒信仰。
“身體原因” 我沒病。

我一開始的出發點很簡單，只不過是：
發現原來人不用吃動物，也可以健康的活著。

原來不吃動物是不會死的，
但是我們當前吃它們，它們會。

經過我七年的活體實驗，證實了吃素後，
我不單還活著，還變得更健康了

有時號我覺得，
真正要問的不是“為什麼我吃素嗎？”
而是“你為什麼吃動物嗎？”

但這問題，我從沒勇氣去問。

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希望能借此唤醒一些无肉不欢的人士，
不期望他们可以完全吃素，
不过至少可以从少肉多菜开始，

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怀念

You are still the one I love.

Much love,

Ian